For Those Who Wait.

I make the hardest decision of my life tomorrow.

After seven months of contemplation, I know it's time to choose.

I choose to forsake neither emotion or logic.

I choose to let my 'yes' be 'yes' and my 'no', 'no.

I choose honesty.

I choose to love in darkness, in suffering, and in every I-don't-know.

I choose to acknowledge the reality of seasons, but also the reality of commitment and sacrifice.

I choose to surrender everything--all of my futility, my selfishness, my hopes, my expectations, my manipulation, my heart, my life--to You, my Savior and my Friend.

Please show me the way.