step one.

people in these meetings close their stories with
'that's all i've got' and sometimes i can relate most
to that
 
help me 
i can't see you 
i don't know you only
the parts of you that aren't true
help me
this hour because
i can't
i can't see any further
i can't undo
i can't control
i can't carry the weight
i can't  
help me
i can't see you but i have to believe 
you've always been there waiting for me to
only pray
please help me

that's all i can pray,
that's 
all i've got