a few days ago: maybe
i’m not really an alcoholic.
my brother shows me a painting he’ll recreate with charcoal.
and then i remember the cunning, baffling, and
powerful. i remember her saying i didn’t lose my job but i lost myself. i remember being that skeleton—eyes and
vision and life concaved—and my memories shatter the thin veneer of self
deception. i am an alcoholic. i am never cured of the disease; i am granted a daily reprieve. and i always have to start off my stories
just like the rest: admitting powerlessness.
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